denial of jealousy--brokenhearted confession

you got me in the heart when the first i saw you
then i know i want you to be mine
but i now i just cant
i cant be a person who can be stay beside you
i want to hold your back
i just cant
you've blinded me
when i saw you with him
i wanna be him i wanna be there
to feel your joyful smile
to fill your beautiful life
but i just cant
but what we are doing just like what lovers do
i dont care about them
i just wanna be with you
and you give me hope
through your smile, through your touch
i know it is wrong
i just wanna be with you
i'm blinded
i dont care what people say about us
yes i'm jealous, i'm blinded, and i'm a dumb

*for ma pren yang dibuat maenan..kasiaannn dehhh..mao2nya dimainin..hehehhe..thats hurt dude...keep fight bro..hahahahha..kasian!*